祭，我所走过的梦魇

《祭，我所走过的梦魇》何贵仁 著

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《祭，我所走过的梦魇》从一本小说开始，详细描述了过去一段尘封已久的往事记忆。透过每一件事情的推进和人物的描写，把童年时期遭受的不堪，透过零星碎片的方式，拼凑出整段经历的全貌。看似毫无序章的小说，在合上的那一刻，所有的困顿有了答案，如梦初醒般地恍然揭晓。

书中回顾了那些挥之不去的过去。学业的重负、同学间模糊而微妙的关系、面对恐惧时的退缩，随着文字逐渐浮现。每个角色的出现，带着复杂的情感和不可言说的真实，他们并非善恶分明，而是展现了人性多重的面貌。在主角重新审视这些片段时，他逐渐明白，这些人和经历，无论好坏，都是他人生旅途中的不可或缺的一部分。

读完这部小说，你或许会反思：那些满是创伤的人生，究竟是如何度过的？曾经无法跨越的困境，如今回望，是否依旧令人窒息？那些曾以为无法承受的痛苦，是否已在岁月的无声更迭中，悄然褪去了锋芒？或者在记忆的流逝中，被重新定义为一种无法言说的韧性与沉默的力量？

“歇斯底里哭过无数个夜晚，望着镜子里毫不认识的自己感到自我怀疑。”

《祭，我所走过的梦魇》，温柔而坚定。你会感受到那种细腻而深刻的冲击，仿佛某种无声的力量悄然触及心灵最隐秘的角落。这一击，虽无声，却久久回荡。

The Nightmare I Walked Through By HeGuiRen

※ No.1 Bestseller on the YaZhou ZhouKan(Asia Magazine)
※ Praised by Chinese state media as "Malaysia’s Best Work of the Year" and "Malaysia’s Most Prominent Gen Z Writer"
※ Sina: "Malaysia’s Best Book of 2024"
※ Tencent: "The Malaysian Version of 'Silenced(2011)' "

The Nightmare I Walked Through begins with a novel—one that painstakingly reconstructs a long-buried past. Through a fragmented yet meticulous unraveling of memories, it pieces together the unspeakable wounds of childhood, leading the reader through a journey of recollection and revelation. What seems like a story without a clear prologue eventually comes full circle—by the time the last page is turned, all the chaos and confusion fall into place, revealing an undeniable truth, as if waking from a long, harrowing dream.

The novel revisits an unforgettable past—the relentless pressure of academics, the blurred and delicate relationships among classmates, the instinct to shrink back in the face of fear. As the words unfold, so do the characters—each carrying a weight of unspoken emotions and an undeniable reality. No one in this story is purely good or evil; instead, they embody the complexities of human nature in all its raw, multifaceted forms. As the protagonist confronts these fragments of his past, he comes to realize that every person, every moment—whether painful or profound—has shaped the course of his life in ways he never understood before.

Upon finishing this book, you might find yourself asking:

How does one endure a life marked by wounds?
Looking back, do the struggles that once felt insurmountable still suffocate you?
Have the pains you thought you could never bear lost their sharpness over time, or have they been quietly redefined into a silent resilience, a strength without words?

"I have cried myself hoarse through countless nights, staring at the stranger in the mirror, drowning in self-doubt."

The Nightmare I Walked Through is both tender and unyielding. It delivers a quiet yet profound impact—one that lingers long after the final word is read, like an unseen force gently yet persistently pressing against the deepest corners of the soul.

This is a blow that carries no sound, yet its echoes never fade.